In Dilemma

12th April 2009

In dilemma, in between friendship and a lover....recently, things getting slowly and time flies like rocket. I have not chatted with him, I think more than 2 weeks after we have recently said he just need a 'friendship'. Things can be too complicated and things can be simplified.....

Most recently, the first boyfriend (married guy) has called back....that's the complicated stories comes in...when things getting into a dark world....not really know that's the angle or devil has come to save the return of life.

Well, recently I have good habit on reading novel and some articles on blog...which I find that really helps me a lot on my language improvement.

This morning called a friend in Tokyo, he is nearly 20 years elder than me, but find chatting and speaking with me...something like speaking a wise-man. Thought we are really a good friend, which we always said we need mutual respect with each and other. We know we are not getting along into a relationship but a friend sometime need some warms.

Love can be cruel and sometime its really selfish. Sometimes, its not a right time to say in relationship....when love its getting cruel means that never comes back again. When a situation getting embarrassed between 2 person, means that the crack-lines are in between. No matter in what situation leave it to be....no one can tell one person future, in no matter how a fortune-teller can predict. No one can tell which direction I can go.

Love, when comes its so sweet. When goes, it will gone like a wind...and no one can smell of it.