Final 2 days in Nederland

9th April 2009

Today is my last final 2 days in Nederland. The first day I stepped into this country. I feel like I will be dead bored here and mean while there is a person which I have been missed for 2 years and hoping to see him in real. The first moment I saw him, we was really feeling awkward and really I dont feel the comfortable in between. After 2 days we have communicate and going out ......I started to feel ya, he could be the friend not only the boyfriend.

However, the feeling has came back when I and him be alone. Anyhow, I am going back tomorrow and may not coming back anymore. Last night, I went out with the friends in Nederland and as well as I have really thanks to her because she really treat me really good in Netherland. Really need to thank to her for the stay in Netherland. She and him brought me to ann 'asian party'. In Nederland, if you speak in English they will thought you're are an expatriate. Beside that, I think I am still have an attraction...hahaha...still have some young guys would like to dance with me. But, what a coincidence I have met up with my ex boyfriend bro's in the dicso. That's really weird. But we didnt greet to each and other. To him, probably he wouldn't like to see me anymore. Trying to text him just now....but there is no reply. I think probably he need to company the girl. re

While writing a blog, I am listening to a radio station....while thinking of my mom now after 10 days have not seen them....I really missed them now. Dunno what they will doing right now. The weather in Netherland its bit strange, it doesnt looks like in Malaysia where its only will have sunny and rainy....but here its really weird...It looks sunny but it change in the afternoon.

Allright, thats all for todya. Should see everyone on Monday.