是不是， 一个男人变了心就是当你是个朋友。 这一些晚上，我都会梦到他。。。可能这叫＇想太多＇吧。。。也可能他已经变了心爱的不是我。 太多回忆也跟他有关， 我是哟个比较有感情的人， 没有理性去说对还是错。 但是我知道＇曾经拥有过，是我的幸福＇ 现在的我，应该去想我的将来。
我的未来不时一个梦。 我会实现我的未来。 美丽的梦想。
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Final 2 days in Nederland
9th April 2009
Today is my last final 2 days in Nederland. The first day I stepped into this country. I feel like I will be dead bored here and mean while there is a person which I have been missed for 2 years and hoping to see him in real. The first moment I saw him, we was really feeling awkward and really I dont feel the comfortable in between. After 2 days we have communicate and going out ......I started to feel ya, he could be the friend not only the boyfriend.
However, the feeling has came back when I and him be alone. Anyhow, I am going back tomorrow and may not coming back anymore. Last night, I went out with the friends in Nederland and as well as I have really thanks to her because she really treat me really good in Netherland. Really need to thank to her for the stay in Netherland. She and him brought me to ann 'asian party'. In Nederland, if you speak in English they will thought you're are an expatriate. Beside that, I think I am still have an attraction...hahaha...still have some young guys would like to dance with me. But, what a coincidence I have met up with my ex boyfriend bro's in the dicso. That's really weird. But we didnt greet to each and other. To him, probably he wouldn't like to see me anymore. Trying to text him just now....but there is no reply. I think probably he need to company the girl. re
While writing a blog, I am listening to a radio station....while thinking of my mom now after 10 days have not seen them....I really missed them now. Dunno what they will doing right now. The weather in Netherland its bit strange, it doesnt looks like in Malaysia where its only will have sunny and rainy....but here its really weird...It looks sunny but it change in the afternoon.
Allright, thats all for todya. Should see everyone on Monday.
Today is my last final 2 days in Nederland. The first day I stepped into this country. I feel like I will be dead bored here and mean while there is a person which I have been missed for 2 years and hoping to see him in real. The first moment I saw him, we was really feeling awkward and really I dont feel the comfortable in between. After 2 days we have communicate and going out ......I started to feel ya, he could be the friend not only the boyfriend.
However, the feeling has came back when I and him be alone. Anyhow, I am going back tomorrow and may not coming back anymore. Last night, I went out with the friends in Nederland and as well as I have really thanks to her because she really treat me really good in Netherland. Really need to thank to her for the stay in Netherland. She and him brought me to ann 'asian party'. In Nederland, if you speak in English they will thought you're are an expatriate. Beside that, I think I am still have an attraction...hahaha...still have some young guys would like to dance with me. But, what a coincidence I have met up with my ex boyfriend bro's in the dicso. That's really weird. But we didnt greet to each and other. To him, probably he wouldn't like to see me anymore. Trying to text him just now....but there is no reply. I think probably he need to company the girl. re
While writing a blog, I am listening to a radio station....while thinking of my mom now after 10 days have not seen them....I really missed them now. Dunno what they will doing right now. The weather in Netherland its bit strange, it doesnt looks like in Malaysia where its only will have sunny and rainy....but here its really weird...It looks sunny but it change in the afternoon.
Allright, thats all for todya. Should see everyone on Monday.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
不一樣的感覺
2 May 2009
這一次來到AMSTERDAM ， 荷蘭有點不一樣的感覺。我還記得第一次來到荷蘭，我真的很興奮。但是這一次來到荷蘭，我覺得 我真的不適合到來這裡的生活。有可能我們都已經變了。他變了很開朗那個，話得別多了。而我已經變了，沒有那麽開朗。。。。有可能他有了別提和戀情。 我一人，有點睡不到。。。一人下去走走。。想想到住走走。已經2年我們都沒見面。昨晚我們談天有想起我們的第一次。 我問問他，是否已經表白他喜歡他的。他說，他不想跟她表白。我們都變了。。。我問他2年前我們在一起， 你是否覺得幸福嗎。。。他說很幸福。。。我很想問，我的真愛會幾時來了。
很亂的心境。。。 我已經回到當初的我， 很想說我們都變了。不是到我們變是好還是坏。這一早上，我想的太多吧。。。。 沒想都，我們還是以朋友開始但分手也是個朋友。
走到一個人的街道，真的很想大哭一場。
這一次來到AMSTERDAM ， 荷蘭有點不一樣的感覺。我還記得第一次來到荷蘭，我真的很興奮。但是這一次來到荷蘭，我覺得 我真的不適合到來這裡的生活。有可能我們都已經變了。他變了很開朗那個，話得別多了。而我已經變了，沒有那麽開朗。。。。有可能他有了別提和戀情。 我一人，有點睡不到。。。一人下去走走。。想想到住走走。已經2年我們都沒見面。昨晚我們談天有想起我們的第一次。 我問問他，是否已經表白他喜歡他的。他說，他不想跟她表白。我們都變了。。。我問他2年前我們在一起， 你是否覺得幸福嗎。。。他說很幸福。。。我很想問，我的真愛會幾時來了。
很亂的心境。。。 我已經回到當初的我， 很想說我們都變了。不是到我們變是好還是坏。這一早上，我想的太多吧。。。。 沒想都，我們還是以朋友開始但分手也是個朋友。
走到一個人的街道，真的很想大哭一場。
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